December 2010
36 posts
November 2010
39 posts
Thanksgiving
i am not feeling it…
허탈
무엇을 위해 사는지 헷갈릴때.
살기 싫어질때.
그렇다고 굳이 죽고싶다는것과는 다른.
단지 삶을 잠시동안만 멈췄으면 하는.
wtf
either.. i have scratch/cut, whatever, in my nose…
or am i sick or something or wtf..
i’ve had nose bleed for 3 days straight…
왜자꾸 코피나냐고!!!!!!!!
Empty
my pockets are empty now~
당분간 거지생활.
I fucking hate it when my parents try to rip me off…-_-
not gonna work..
$20 in my account..that is all
becoming weaker and weaker
fuck…
밤샜다하면…
아침에 코피나네 이제..ㅅㅂ…….OTL….
미친듯이 쳐먹고 다녀야지
제발...................................
someone please walk into my mind..no run, sprint!!!
and beat the shit out of me, so that i will focus!!! on work!!!
instead…zoning out… wasting my precious time!!!
fuck!!!!!
what the fuck is wrong with me these days…
maybe taking the time to write this shit is a waste a time for sure, but feels like it can help realize that i need to prioritize few stuff right now.
day by...
요즘...
몸도 마음도 i can’t control it…
what do i do…
...
아침부터 코피흘리면서 일어난 하루…
재수없다… 썩을…
wow,
Today has got to be my laziest day EVER.
Woke up… showered… breakfast…
sit in my chair…
lunch…
sit in my chair…
dinner…
here i am…
fresh
changing to a new life style is hard…
fuck…
good night.
a new day awaits.
but for some reason.
it seems like the same as today. fuck.
i need an adventure in my life.
how weird
when something becomes your “major” or your “study”
sometimes, you want to get away from it, and just fall in love with your hobby..
i’m falling~~
photos~
but…so fucking expensive……